Coming out...?

Well...well...well...
as it is pretty obvious from the name of the blog, I have not come out to my guardian ( I do not live with my parents). After my first crush, however, I came out to two of my closest friends. I didn't really know how to say it, but I knew that both of my best friends were supportive, and actually encouraging me to tell my guardian. I don't want to rock the boat though, at least not now... Well, one of my friends knew I had looked at gay porn before, so she already kinda knew that I may have been gay. My other friend is bisexual and she is pretty much accepting of anything--she wouldn't care if I was purple (neither of them would--they like me for me). I was in one of my classes with a person a class ahead of my (he was a junior at the time) and one day, it just hit me like a bat--I liked this guy--a lot. I later found out he had a girlfriend, and I was nauseated/disgusted with myself for a very long time. I told my first friend how I felt, and she was there to encourage me to be me--regardless of what Christians say. I accept that I am or may be gay, but I have not completely shut the door to women. For some odd reason, women with short hair and strong faces turn me on...I am here and maybe my true love may be too--I'm just living life as me, and thats the best I can do. On another note, I have been looking for new ways to promote the blog, and if I can get some HTML help, I was going to post a link to a coming out site, and they in turn would link to me. wish me luck! send me an email (virginianinhiding@gmail.com)
Until Later,
VIH

PARAMORE!!!

Well, not being the average closet gay comes with some kind of weirdness attached...
I LOVE the band Paramore (Alternative/Rock)
I used to only like synth-pop and techno, but Paramore ROX!!!
Besides that, nothing much is new, except no one is reading this crap.
Drop me a line,
VIH