Apologies to P!nk for using one of her song titles...
As most male suicides speak, many of them are related to gay men killing themselves in shame, self-pity, or a sickness for leading a double life. I've been there. I've done that. The worst part? I played it off that I was only "wondering" about what "it" was like (being gay). I still lead a double life--and here I am, publishing this blog. I wonder if the general public even cares about me, my struggles, and what I share with the minority of men (men that are gay). With the holiday season just passed, and New Years coming very soon, it almost sickens me to see couples together, knowing that if I had my perfect companion, I would be an outcast. A life of celibacy? IDK
Later,
VIH
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